exes are odd. its like, i know them but i dont. theyre someone i loved (or could have loved), someone i maybe saw a future with. but then something shitty happened. (as shitty things tend to do. happen.) something dense filled that hole where gentle connection used to be, and then my lover was right back to being a stranger. aw man!
its odd how life always seems to give people the "right person" at the "wrong time." seems like everyone i know has one of those stories. where they were going down different paths. maybe someone was going to college. maybe the other was just unable to commit. but honestly, it makes me wonder. like, at this point maybe those concepts dont even exist. because maybe if they were really the right person, it would always be the right time to meet them, yanno?
i wonder who my person is though. i guess theyd just have to be my best friend forever, except i get to kiss em sometimes too, haha. id love a hot guy who doesnt also suck. maybe a super cute girl who wasnt also evil. idk. best not to waste time dreaming when i would much rather be BLOGGING ABOUT IT ON THE INTERNET.....
anyways. not much else to say on the topic of exes. theyre burdens! theyre lost! theyre strangers! but somehow theyre also everything!!! GAH!!! idk if you can tell but ive been watching lots of vignette think-pieces about love and they just get me thinking.
okayyy. goodbye blog babies. my blabies.
love well. love long. love everything. bai.
P.S.
im so hungry i could die. someone doordash me sum waffles lol.
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